This is my first blog.  I have finally figured out that I am my own worst enemy!  Over the last few years I have been offered numerous opportunities - and for some reason I always seem to pick the absolute wrong ones!  In one day I was offered a job at an insurance company, a job as a merchandise manager at a retail store and a second interview at a very successful company offering a great pay.  Which one do I choose?  Retail! The pay sucks!  The hours suck!  And the company has zero loyalty for their employees!  What was I thinking???? I had the power in my hands and I threw it away!  So...I'm guessing I am intentionally doing this to myself and I'm sure I need to find some good karma in myself and make some intelligent and profitable decisions. The problem is - I don't seem to recognize them at the time!  If there is a doorway and a wall I can guarantee you I will walk into the wall!  read more »